missing those sweet days

i think the title gives a clear idea that those days are childhood days.yup... i really miss that days.the funs i had with my sis and cousins in our native place.we were enough to turn the house upside down.
the first thing that comes into my mind is our hide and seek game.once my sis went and hide on a marshy place.my cousin brother was about to find her.he found all others including me :d and we were searching for her.Hmmmm no way."where is she?"was a big "?"infrnt of us.suddenly we heard a loud scream."SNAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!".yes it was my sis.she screamed and began to ran.we were not bothered about the snake and all.we were happy and were jumping with happiness of finding her.the face of my sis turned beetroot due to anger .her face at that momentis a clear picture in my mind
once i was searching for my cosin brother and he was at the top of a tall tree.same time i was standing in the shade of that same tree.and i screamed that i failed to find u,come back brother.he jumped from the tree and teased me a lot.i was angry with him.but now i miss that anger.
i think the very same day we were having a round table conference.the very big fact was that there was no table and we were sitting on the rough ground.the conference was not about political parties and all.i was all about smokers.we were wondering how people make rings of fumes out out of a small thing and we too wanted to test this.but were to go for a cigarette.?a bulb lighted on my brothers head.he took some papers,rolled and filled it with sand.at last we also got a cigarette.hehehe.he lighted it.we were eagerly waiting to see the rings of fumes.but .......the paper burnt within fraction of seconds and "sweet smell"came from the burnt sand.instead of small rings of fumes that small area completely covered eith fumes and i just miss the tears came from our eyes due to our laugh and cough.
now my sis and 1 cousin are professionals.no time for us to go to our native place.and my younger cousin is doing his 12th.so he is also busy.when he is free i will be fighting with exams.and so im sure that those days wont come back................so i miss those days. :(

my first luv,a big flop

my 1st luv hapnd when i was in 9th standard :D.ouch dont scold me.i dont know whether it is a gud age to luv sum1 or not.anyway mine was a one way love.since it was a one way luv,ofcourse there was no traffic at all :).we were in the same tution class .he was not a hash bush type.just a simple guy.i luved his way of talking and smiling.afterall i was a madhavan (film actor) fan that time(now no) and he resembled madhavan.i was longing 2 tell him that i luv him,but i cant.hmmmmm y cant he propose me 1st ;).this satetment was just to comfort my mind.bcoz i dont like 2 go behind luv and all at that studying age.so after calculating all the after effects i decided to place the luv inside my mind itslf.
4 years passed and now im a btech student,and u all know that,rite :).now i have 1 vague picture of him in my mind.and i just laugh at myself when i think of the ideas and silly luv matters of a 9th standard gal.now i hav got a quite matured mind.i have my own decisions.and i would luv to marry a boy my parents suggests.above all i have to study and want to get a gud job.so after 9th till now there is no place 4 luv iside my heart.
And the only thing i am not understanding is that y i search his face among crowds and in orkut.why i ask students frm his school whether they know him or not.
whether i want him as my true frnd or inside my heart in 1 corner, am i waiting for him to tell ma luv story?